hope

I want to go out friday and i want to go forever. I know that it sounds childish that I've dreamt of alligators.
I hope that you are with me and I hope I'm recognized. I want to go forever, I see it in your eyes.
I'm lost in the confusion and it doesn't seem to matter
I really can't believe it, I HOPE it's getting better.

I want to trust the doctors, their procedure is the best.
But the last try was a failure and the intern was a mess.
And they did the same to Matthew and he bled 'til sunday night.
They're saying don't be frightened but I'm weakened by the sight.
I lock into a pattern and I know that it's the last ditch.

I want to trust religion and I know it's allegory.
But the people who are followers have written their own story.
So I look up to the heavens and I hope that it's a spaceship.
And it's something from my childhood; I'm thinking "Don't be frightened."

And I'm questioning the sciences and questioning religion
I'm looking like an idiot and I no longer care

And I'm looking for salvation and I'm looking for deliverance
I'm looking like an idiot and I no longer care

'Cause I want to climb the ladder
I want to go forever
And I want to go out friday
I want to go forever.